has it ever occured to you that you always find a way to hurt me when you least expected?

yesterday was my birthday and it wasn't a really GREAT birthday,
went out with Charmaine Neo,Gaby Tan,Justin Tan,Malcolm Kho, and John Huang.
actually im just a tad too lazy to say every that happened yesterday.
so i'll just briefly explain it.
Gaby and i left school together with Charmaine and half way separated.
Gaby went to my house to change clothes and leave her stuff there.
Then we left to Tampines interchange to meet Charmaine.
So we left Tampines to Kallang and took bus no.11 to Leisure Park.
so we stopped at the wrong stop and had to walk there,
Me walking under the rain wearing a black hoodie, black skinnes with a
hot pink belt, a pink sleeveless ,and my bag.
While Charmaine and Gaby used MY umbrella.
When we reached there we still had to wait for the guys.
When the guys FINALLY made it, we went to the food court first,
to EAT.
i was the only person not buying anything to finish reading my book,
PS, I Love You by Cecelia Ahern[24 year old daughter of Irish prime minister]
After eating then we went for ice skating.
The price for all 6 of us, plus 4 gloves and 6figures were a total of,
$107+[i dunno how many cents left].

The Figures were really smelly and old,
although we had fun playing!
Malcolm actually tried to make a snow/ice-ball,
then i tried too and then threw it at John(hahas.)
then Charmaine, Gaby and I tried doing at and it was big!

Falls:John-1, Justin-?, Malcolm-Many times but still determined!, Charmaine-1?(fake one.),
Gaby-3?, Me-2.

when we came out of the ring, my leg muscles were aching.
So got problem walking.
then, BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH.
We all left together, tried to make John sit with Charmaine,
Charmaine dare to but JOHN was too shy.(Awww.Lols:P)
then take the bus half way but when drop off go to the wrong side,
everyone scolding me><.
then reach home with Gaby at 9+
Dropped dead on my bed with my contacts ON,
wake up at dunnno wad time,
take off my contacts and left on the table in no container,
went out of the room and changed in the living room,
went to my parent's room to find my glasses,
but instead too tired and dropped dead on my father's side of the bed,
My father went out to dunno where.
In the morning,
my father woke me up to kick me off the bed,
and kept asking wad i want to eat.
then i crawled sleepyily to my room and hugged teddy to sleep.
Woke up at 10am+
and left to my Ah Mah's House where i am now,
and i have nothing to do,
just thinking for find ANOTHER BOOK by Cecelia Ahern,
Called "Love, Rosie" and "There's No Place Like Here".
Plus, right now i am VERY tired,
as i have muscle aches in my arms and legs.
So i'm ending off here.
BYE.

haiz...now im in school and i just did finish a survey.
ugh.soo bored>.<
&&&later going out with gaby,charmaine,john,malcolm and justin for ice skating:D
to celebrate Charmaine and my birthday!

Ugh. I'm waiting for someone to come online that i can talk to and tell that person to do me a favor of telling **** to do something.>.<
do i really have to tell him myself...
Haiz...soo desiao-ed now...

haiz...damn bored....
just some random pictures...

> When she stares at your mouth
> [ Kiss her ]♥♥♥
> When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you
> [ Grab her and dont let go ]
> When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff
> [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]♥♥♥
> When she's quiet
> [ Ask her whats wrong ]
> When she ignores you
> [ Give her your attention ]♥♥♥
> When she pulls away
> [ Pull her back ]
> When you see her at her worst
> [ Tell her she's beautiful ]
> When you see her start crying
> [Just hold her and dont say a word ]♥♥♥
> When you see her walking
> [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
> When she's scared
> [ Protect her ]
> When she steals your favorite hat
> [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]♥♥♥
> When she teases you
> [ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
> When she doesn't answer for a long time
> [ reassure her that everything is okay ]♥♥♥
> When she looks at you with doubt
> [ Back yourself up ]
> When she says that she likes you
> [SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN YOU COULD UNDERSTAND!!!]
> When she grabs at your hands
> [ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]
> When she bumps into you;
> [ bump into her back and make her laugh ]♥♥♥
> When she tells you a secret
> [ keep it safe and untold ]
> When she looks at you in your eyes♥♥♥
> [ dont look away until she does ]
> When she says it's over
> [ she still wants you to be hers ]
> When she reposts this bulletin
> [ she wants you to read it ]
> - Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything.
> - When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
> - When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her
> - because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
> - Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her♥♥♥
> - Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
> - Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
> - Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid.♥♥♥
> - Give her the world.
> - Let her wear your clothes.
> - When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
> - Let her know she's important.
> - Kiss her in the pouring rain.
> - When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is;
> 'Whose ass am I kicking baby?'
> If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will :
> Call you.
> Kiss you.
> Love you.
> Text you.
> Guys send as: 'I'd be this Boyfriend.'♥♥♥
> Girls send as: 'A real Boyfriend'♥♥♥

My love,
Please just let go of me.
I'm just too much of a burden,
You just gotta remember my words,
SarangHaeyo my love,
I Love You.

Denise♥

mood: blue D;

Haiz..i dunno why i'm suddenly like soo down D;
Lets call this person N okay?

Okay. i just on the laptop while i ran back to the living room
to stop watching MTV Breakfast Club.
When i went online[MSN],
i got an offline message from yesterday.
it was from N.

He asked if i had a boyfriend.
I mean in the friendly way.
I dunno why but i just finally noticed how lonely, neglected, thrown away
and ignored i feel right now.
my type of person who got too used to being in a relationship,
always having my partner to be behind me all the way,
always have him to hug and cry to when i'm down,
always have him to let everything out,
always have him to talk about anything,
I don't really get to do anything i want sometimes,
like burning things[heehees...always do tt with sec1 friends],
like bashing up people like John Huang[it's fun!!!hahas],
anyways, there are many restrictions.

I was happy that i'm single because i didn't have someone
to worry for me all the time[it's great to have someone thinking about you
just not at sometimes].
Come to think of it,
i really miss that person[Z].
he's the nicest person i know.
whenever i think of him,
i get that warm fuzzy and happy feeling inside.
that time after i broke with YC,
i was really sad D; ,
wanted to die.
it was Z who was there to keep telling me to stop thinking of YC.
During that time before the March holidays this year,
Z suddenly knew my name.
And started annoying me non-stop saying my name repeatedly.
Because of that i dunno how i came to like him >.How incredibly annoying?
So i ended up calling his ex to ask for his number.
Then shortly few minutes later,
he called me[heart pumpin' crazily],
talk talk talk until we ended up promising each other to go
to together to each other's church and to meet at
the next morning in his class at 7am[how did that happen?]
Wednesday, i met him at his class at 7am to...um...i dunno do wad sia.
i enter the class,
like very shy sia>.<[thinking back,i wanna cry],
i tried my best not to look at him{>.WAS BLUSHING THE WHOLE TIME!!!I CAN'T BELIEVE I DIDN'T NOTICE!},
he was like smiling the whole time[soo cute^w^],
then Dominic Leong came in the room[?],
i ended up whacking Dominic and Z had to pull me out of the room,
to go up to my class[i was in trouble, only the both of us
and the lights in the hall still haven't on yet!!!].
He was like walking behind me,
and i was scared to walk alone cos he was behind me>.<,
cos i kept stopping and turning back to look at him to tell
him to walk faster{ahhhh!how embarrassing DX},
lucky got no one see us nia!
When we reached my class,
Ashley and Deborah thought we were an item...
i had to convince them,
and they thought i liked him[which i actually did],
then we talked and Jace and Justin came in and
Jace suddenly said/asked LOUDLY if i was with Z[they got
the wrong idea].
Again i had to say,'Why in the world would i like him?'
i guessed that Z also had the same sentence in his mind.
But i'd have nothing left to say if he had thought otherwise.
*oh how i miss those times when we were soo close together...*
so i decide not to speak anymore of that day.
After that morning,
we called each other every night[i would keep hoping to see him again].
That week's Saturday,
We met up early in the morning and took the MRT to Sentosa for
my church's SENTOSA RAIDERS church event.
we had to stand up the whole trip to Raffles[i think...],
when we reached City Hall,
it got really tight and we ended up face to face[but lucky he's 1head taller!].
But he had to look down at me the whole time[his choice,i dunno why>.<],
it was seriously damn squeezy in there[lucky got at least 1~3cm apart].
i dunno wad was he thinking sia[i really wanted to know],
then we changed train must stand again if not we dun sit together,
when we reached just before Harborfront finally sat down[luckily!],
I shall stop Saturday here.
it's getting to long,
although i really need to let everything out>.Haiz...how i regret not taking that chance to tell him the truth to be an item.
Haiz......i really miss him D;
Wanna Die!!!

i find myself damn fuckin pathetic sia.
the laptop finally can use but one of the first thing i do is go elearn...
=.=im getting worst sia.
must wake up!!!!

okayy.today was a normal day at school.very bored.and also the day before valentine's day,i got a present from Mrs Koh-Chia,a paperclip with a yellow ladybird on it

hellos.these pictures are edited by me.LOOK AT CHARMAINE!!!!its a 'fashion magazine'!
lol.the first pic up there^^^im going to use it as the heading pic!or something?

lols.ANGBAO hunt!like last week or so.
i had to do wheelbarrow!fun!but my hand were orange and bleeding
after it):sob sob sob...hahas
but still fun!hahas.
i was just talking to Ellery on msn.
i told him that i had a calling but im not sure was it a calling or not(:
but i just felt like to help him get through his break up(:
know after helping him,I FEELL SOOO HAPPY!!!
I LOVE MY DEAREDEAR!!!!hahas.
i've told Ellery to stop looking down on himself,and others(;
i've felt a burden lifted(:
last week,right after ANGBAO HUNT,we went to bathe/change.
then went to church!
then we had preservice prayer.
i had prayed to forget someone who was someone to me.
but he is now my friend(:
while praying,i had cried a few times):
the teardrops dropped down just like rain falling on me.
but after i had prayed,i still cried.
even after tt day,i had cried for 6days!
even at 'remedial' with jingying and mr leon tan
when it was going to end,laughed until i cried.
i couldnt stop crying):
cry cry cry cry cry cry.
julian was like 'dun cry la.
i know my face very ugly.'
but i just knew him tt few 5 minutes.
after tt jingying,julian and i left sch
then jingying left to home and julian was like going to tt side.
i was standing at the traffic light there smsing my dear where is him lah.
then he said he at mac.
What the sia...
then julian came over and blahblahblah[i cant rmb wad happened]
and there was a big group of guys outside the pri sch there.
some of them were my seniors but they dunno me one lah.
he saw us walking together than they were like 'JULIAN STEAD!
JULIAN STEAD!'
WHAT THE FREAKING SHIT LAhh.
i was like a bit upset.i was trying to ignore them.
then i lost it.i scolded them ****
then pointed middle finger but neh turn around lah.
then they were like,'WAHH.U WAN **** JULIAN ARH?"
WT* lah.
then i just continued keeping my cool.
COOLNESS LEVEL UPP-ed
felt chilled!hahas.

okayy.ending here!
sorry people):
really sorry but i lazy to type liao&
its like time to check if Ellery is doing his best to cheer up.
if not,something will happen.
BYE!!!

Oh my goshhh oh mu goshh!!!i am soo freakin happy!!!!!!!!!!!
cos during the cross country briefing,i was aiming to get gold!
and i got it!!!!!!!!!i got 14th position for all the sec2 girls!!!!!!!!
and did my class good!!!!i even got a trophy to prove it!!!
but im lazy to take a pic of it!!!walao lor all the trophy is fake fake one.
i unscrewed mine!!!but then screwed it back!Muhahahas(:
when i finally finished it,i cud bearly walk lor.
cos i got asthma,&&&i have very little leg muscles):sob);
but considering those,i did my best!!!hahas.
somemore after running got class photo.
then i went to the see saw there go play with my deardear.
deardear lucky lor!he got first place for sec1!
unlucky me!i was the only girl there at the see saws.
idiotic guys,talking bout their own 'things' infront of me.
somemore all of them when play see saw with me soo rough one.
i almost fly leh!!!!but i still flew a bit off the sit.LOLS!
okay.i am super tired now.
i shall stop there.
BUHBYES!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARR EVERYBODY!!!
i just changed my tagboard.
it doesnt ban words like,fuck,bitch
or anything.
so feel free to express yourself.
i dun really care much.(:
HAVE FUN!!!

haiz...very bored just came home from bbc.
was with Deardear earlier in the afternoon i think around 1.45+ arh...
the other day almost cried when waiting for him,
cos i call like dunno how many times but he nvr ans.
then later bout 4.30+ then he called.
he said its cos the sec1 orientation.
walao lor.fuck la.
retainees shouldn go for it!
haiz....just now i bought sushi but in the end nvr eat.
then i just left it at bbc there lucky nobody noticed!
hahas.i wanted to make for deardear a present but like..
i make the present very UGLY...
haiz...signin off.
♥denise

okayy.tryin to solve boredom now.
&&a few seconds/a minute ago,
i heard some guy downstairs[live on the 2nd floor]
MEOWWW-ing!it sounded like deardear seh!
hahas.sort of cute???hahas

haiz...i was damn bored yesterday...
haiz...i was damn bored yesterday...
so i got nth better to do.and i made this!!!


haiz...i was damn bored yesterday...
so i got nth better to do.and i made this!!!

HOW CUTE ARE YOU?
(NO CHEATING)
SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF
THE TEST.
WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR
SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR.
1. WHAT COLOR OF HAIR DO YOU
HAVE?
[x]Brown
[ ]Red
[ ]Blonde
[ ]Black
[ ]Other

2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT
TO:
[ ]Go to a party
[x]Go out to eat

3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR/s
OUT OF:
[x]Baby-Pink
[ ]Yellow
[ ]baby blue
[ ]Turquoise

4. PICK YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY OUT
OF:
[ ]talking
[ ]Singing
[x]taking Long Walks

5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT
OF THE FOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE?
[ ]Hollister
[ ]Old Navy
[x]Aeropostale

6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE
OUT OF THE FOLLOWING?
[ ]Hawaii
[ ]London
[x]Florida

7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU
RATHER GO TO:
[x]The Beach
[ ]Somewhere Cooler

8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?
[ ]January
[ ]February
[ ]March
[ ]April
[ ]May
[ ]June
[ ]July
[x]August
[ ]September
[ ]October
[ ]November
[ ]December

9. WOULD YOU RATHER:
[ ]Chill in home
[x]Go out with friends

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE
INSTRUMENT OUT OF:
[ ]Guitar
[x]Bass Guitar
[ ]Drums
[ ]none

************************
****************
**** *********
**ANSWERS**

1. brown= sexy [5points]
b. red = smart [2 points]
c. blond= playful [4 points]
d. black= caring [3 points]
e. other = wild [5 points]

2.a.go to a party = playful [2 points]
b.go out to eat = romantic [5 points]

3.a.baby-pink = cute [2]
b.yellow = loud [3]
c.baby-blue = cool [5]
d.turquoise = sexy [5]

4.a. Talking = active [2]
b. Singing = determined [2]
c. Taking Long Walks = daring [5]

5.a. Hollister = tasteful [7]
b. Old Navy= laid back [2]
c. Aeropostale= stylish [5]

6.a.Hawaii = you like being around
people [2]
b.London = You are quiet and like
the cold [2]
c.florida = You like to party! [5]

7.a. beach = tan, likes the sun [5]
b. somewhere cooler = pale and
original [2]

8.a. January = popular [5]
b. February = lovely [5]
c. March = rebellious [5]
d. April = the person everyone
loves!!! [5]
e. May = happy [5]
f. june = chills a lot [5]
g. July = Adorable [4]
h. August = ballin [5]
i. September = quiet [2]
j. October = out-going [3]
k. November = pimpin it [5]
l. December = warm [5]

9.a. home = quiet, romantic [3]
b. go out with friends =crazy [5]

10.a. guitar = cool [3]
b. bass-guitar = mellow [2]
c. Drums = crazy [5]
d. none = simple[2]

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
++++++++++ +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
++++++++++++++++++++++++ +++++++++++++++
SCORES!!! !
UP TO 17= LOUSY GET A LIFE MAN
18-20= OKAY
21-35= Rather Cute!
36+= REAAAALLLYHOTT&CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
oh...i got 44?lol.okay...LOL!
ok.its obviously not true...

ok.
i sorta hate doing this but.gaby told me to.
lol.im not guai.im just bored.

1.Gaby
2.Charmaine
3.SiuWen
4.Alicia
5.Vvian
6.Samuel
7.GouWei
8.JingYing
9.John.H
10.John.S.N
11.Wayne Ang Wei Lun

1. Are 1 and 5 best friends?
-For course not.they don't even know each other.

2. Among 1 and 2, who do you like more?
-I love BOTH!

3. Does 6 like to eat?ALOT!
-Uh....im not sure...i just met him!

4. What is 7's favourite colour?
-Uh....i don't know GouWei well...

5. 4's impression about 1?
-Uh...they don't know each other...

6. Is 11 cute?
-Uh...Wayne....cute???okayy..sometimes?when he is funny?

7. Is 9 single or attached?
-John Huang....No.

8. What do you think of 4?
-NICE!!!!

9. Does 10 have any pets?
-John Shannon?Uh...3lovebirds&2dogs!!!ALL CUTE!

10. Can you accept when 2 is gone?
-NOOO!!!!i will kill myself!!!But tell HIM i love him first!

11. Describe 8.
-Fun!Pretty!Funny!Clumsy...a I LOVE HER!

5 people to do this survey!
-John Shannon Ng!!!
-Jing Ying!!!
-Samuel!!!
-GouWei!!!
-Vvian!!!

MyHeritage: Family tree - Genealogy - Celebrity

ok.on the 4th of November was Stanley's birthday!!!
but i didnt know cos i havent met him!!!
hahas.
lol.
SOOO!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STANLEY!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANG!!!!!!
i feel very hyper now!!!
cos im always hyper when its any of my friend's birthday!!!
hahas
I REPEAT!!!!
HAPPY bIRTHDAY dANIEL!!!
HYPER!!!!

lol.
just now was talking to GouWei on MSN...
very bored lor...
then i tell him go play Pet Society on Facebook.
he go play.
me too at the same time!
hahas.
ok i really want to ask Gou Wei one question.
GOU WEI!
Why are you soo short?!
OR,
Why are you the some height as me?!
lol(:
ok
GouWei,
i was only joking...
hahas.
and sorry for squirting the perfume at your eye...
Really Really SORRY!
hahas.
i was scared that you'd spray the cologne at me!
i don't wanna smell like you or the other GUYs.
i am not a guy..
lol
soo obvious larh...
okayy.i feel very stupid and ridiculous now.
i need to go to bed!!!
soo

GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE!
SWEET DREAMS!
and GouWei,
im still not happy at you for stealing JY from me![they're not really together]
hahas.

ok.
lols.
i know its already quite late ar.
but,
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!lols.
i sound like a retard!
hahas.

Lyrics

ok.
i was on photobucket[still am]
searching for Garra and Lee pictures.hahas.
i found one.its damn funny.




next,



hahas.



ok.that i dunno why garra said that...
and im not asking..



OMG.SOO CUTE!!





WEIRD....



LOLS...




OMG.so 'romantic'???

haiz...
today soo boring...
today also got science EOY exam paper.
i confirm will flunk it.
after school,
charmaine + siuwen were waiting for me outside class,
then we go basketball court playground to go slack,
nothing to do,
go buy tidbits,
then come back to the bench there.
then Ah Xiang and his 'gang' and Edwyn was there,
but on the playground.
while walking back to the bench,
Edwyn shouted Siuwen's name,
and say wan talk to her.
then she just ignored him.
then while we eating,
Ah Xiang kept calling me go to him there,
say wan talk to me.
i say dun wan.
then i go there,
he told me to tell siuwen go there
cos Edwyn wan talk to her.
i kept telling Ah Xiang that she dun wan to.

then BLAHBLAHBLAH.................

then siuwen go home,
and me and charmaine went to Audrey's house,
[bad idea].
it was a bad idea cos charmaine and Audrey
were playing with my hair,
made a fool out of me,
by giving me SIAO SIAO those type of hairstyle.
somemore go DYE MY HAIR RUBY RED!!!!
and the dye is still there until now.!!!!!
ARGH!!!
im just too lazy to wah it off.
cos i bathe/shower late late at about...
10?
haiz..
to lazy type already...
im going to play games again!!!
BYE!!!
and,
Aloyscious,
STOP CALLING ME A BIMBO!!!!!

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Create your own Lava Lamp

Oh yeah.
I forgot.
Siu Wen made this 4 me.



Nice rite?
I'm just lovin' it!

Hey Ho.
Tomorrow is Hanif Waren's special day.
Come on don't be stupid.
Its his birthday.
Hahas
I am really bored,
and was very fed up with trying to install a stupid font.
I took about 2hours to do it?
But it still didn't work.
ARGH!
I wanted to throw that ancient laptop out of the 15th floor.
Hahas.
Jace happened to be talking to me at that time,
so he got the CAPITAL LETTERS.
Nowadays trying to refrain from vulgarities.
And its sort of a habit now.
Hahas.
Oops.
There are too many 'Hahas' now.
Again,hahas.

Omg.i love this pic.its so damn cute.
i found it on photobucket just now.

♥
♥
Ugh.
today during Pw period,
i was playing with my scissors,
i put my thumb on the blade lightly,
then hard,
came across a gagged part,
got cut,
got blood,
and of course,
PAIN.
the blood almost dripped on the floor.
♥
♥

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Whoo hoo!
hahas.
now listening to Pop Princess by The Click Five.
I LOVE IT!!!
cause of yesterday's After School Teacher's Day Party in my class.
IT WAS DAMN FUN!!!
THROW BALLONS AT MR.KWOK!
TOOK PICS WITH MR.KWOK AND MS. ABIDAH.
hahas.
it was soo much fun.

haiz.....cannot use computer and phone for 2months....
shit lor.
the bird flew out the window,
and we couldn't find it.
the bird was only a baby and still can fly soo perfectly.

after school went to subway to eat with Ellery.
then we went to the bus stop to take bus.
Ellery took bus 22(or was it 65?)back home.
his bus arrived first.
so i had to stay to wait for bus10.
waited for like....10 to 20 minutes?

saw bus293 drive pass the stadium.
dropped off some sec4 guys from SHSS.
i saw them,they saw me.
but i didn't know one of them was Darren.
the rest was his friends.
i just stood there.
bored.

one of Darren's friends walked in front of me.
looked at me then walk back.
i was feeling like they crazy or what?
second time,
the same person walk pass me then looked at me.
and then walk back.
during the time when they were there,
they were like saying,'Darren,Darren,Darren.'
thinking,maybe Darren there?
rather not look.
being too annoyed.

i only realised that Darren was there when,
the bus came,
i saw that guy and Darren go up the bus.
when they were in the bus,
i saw Darren,
Darren saw me,
we both waved to each other bye.

ok.
hanif told me something during PW period just now.
but i didn't believe him cos it'd will never happen.
thats what i think;i mean.
im still not sure whether he was saying the truth.
but i only partly think its true.
until i can be convinced.
lols!
hahas XD
i feel soo damn sian now....
haiz....

hmm....found this pic yesterday.
weird rite?
Eating jelly again!!!
hahas.
im a sweet tooth!!
look at my jelly!!!
i mean below!

Ya.
i know im ugly.
i dun need u to tell me that.
started writing this post at exactly 12.00am.
just took this picture this afternoon
after i woke up at 6.00pm.
im not a pig.
i was damn tired after limping all day.
then just slept.

during the time i was using the com/laptop,
i called JingYing,cos veri sian.
then JingYing and Bessie came to my house to make
Teachers Day cards.
but so far only made one XD.
for mdm chen.

i had to do a design in the card.
And yesterday,
i spent practically the whole afternoon
surfing photobucket.com for pictures of my fave band,
Boys Like Girls.
Here are some pictures.
















to be truthful.
i still have tons of pictures,
but too lazy to put.
hahas! XD

this post was posted especially for
Sanche.

Happy Seventeenth Birthday!!!!
wish ya all the best!!!
i will give u ur birthday card &
birthday present tomorrow!

Name 20 people you can think right now.
Don't read the questions until you've named the 20 people.
At the end of this, choose 10 people to do this.
The names will not be in order.


1)Darren
2)Jackie
3)Ellery
4)John
5)Malcolm
6)Bessie
7)Hanif
8)Deanna
9)CharmaineNeo
10)SiuWen
11)Adelia
12)Nigel
13)Bryan
14)Sanche
15)Simon
16)Junchong
17)Daena
18)KelvinMilner
19)Falice
20)Gregory


How did you meet 14?
-SHWO,this year.

What would you do if you never met 1?
-Umm....i would have never have 2 kors?

What if 9 and 20 dated?
-I will puke blood.

Will 6 and 17 date?
-IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN,IT'D BE A LES RELATIONSHIP,further more,they never
met each other.

Describe 3
-Um...dunno?i dun really know Ellery well.

Do you know any of 12's family member?
-Nope.

What would you do if 18 confesses to you that he/she likes you?
-Going to puke BLOOD.

Who is 9 going out with?
-No one.her friends plus me?

When is the last time you spoke to 13?
-When i was primary one?

Who is 2's favourite band/singer?
-Have no idea.he never told me.

Would you date 4?
-Never.I have not feelings for him,why would i?

Would you date 1?
-Dunno.I dun think so.I shouldn't date my brother.

Is 19 single?
-Dunno.

Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?
-NEVER!!!!I AM NOT LES!!!

School of 3?
-Saint Hilda's Secondary School.

Where does 6 live?
-Um...just opposite Temasak Ploytech(i dunno how spell).

What is your favourite thing of 5?
-Dunno?Hmm...He's funny?

have you seen 2 naked?
-OH MY GOSH!!!!I WILL NEVER WANT TO!!!

Next 10 person to do this survey~


Darren
JingYing
CharmaineNeo
Gregory
Gaby
Barbara
Shaun(flute section)
Ellery
NicholasTan
GabrielGoh

This blog entry is dedicated to...
LEONARD LIM
to say sorry.
for forgetting about his birthday.

Message to Leonard:

Happy Belated Birthday!
i am REALLY REALLY SORRY for forgetting
about your 17th birThDae!!!

He has been giving me a cold shoulder.
just talked to him on msn.
him talk until so negative.
i can feel that he is pissed off with me.
trying to hurt me.

he has given me too much hurt.
like as if he doesn't notice it that his hurting me.


trying to stop the tears...
teardrops running down my cheeks,
teardrops drop on my leg,the table,the white tiles on the floor and my old diary...

i have been missing my best friend for very veri long already.
today finally went to visit her.
we went to my house for awhile.
i was talking to Jackie on msn.
she go talk to him.
then she call him SOTONG then Mrs Lilian Lee.
then she say she wan go to Jacky's{her bf} house.
but i thought she meant Jackie(like DAMN CONFUSING!)
but instead we go Jackie's house first,like her meet him.
when she met him,she was like,'HE IS SOO SHORT!'
but she is still a bit shorter than him.
then we go to Jacky's house.
OMG!Jacky's dog is soo damn CUTE!!!
but its a guy.
haiz...WAA!somemore Jacky's bed is those 2ppl sleep on one!
hahas.
then we were watching tv for quite a while.
one time during the tv watching period,
Jacky's dog jumped on the sofa to sit beside me.
Jacky was like making a noise that is obviously ANNOYING
as in laughing.but in a weird way. =.=
WALAO LOR!I CAN'T BELIEVE MY BEST FRIEND CHOSE
THAT TYPE OF GUY TO BE HER BF!
HAIZ....but need to torlerate him.
I SERIOUSLY FELT LIKE SLAPPING JACKY IN THE FACE
FOR BEING SOO....RUDE,IDIOTIC,ANNOYING AND OTHER STUFF.

heys....
in a bad mood today.
cos....I CAN'T FIND MY PHONE!!!
what the hell.
Gaby messaged my phone just now,
and there was a reply.
"sorry denise is not in."

better go sleep now b4 mummy come nag
at me to tell me go sleep.
so.Good Night people!

haiz...nobody to talk to.
nobody online so nobody to talk to.
even Gabriel or JingYing or SiuWen or Charmaine not online.
haiz...soo bored.
think about the past in pri3 or 4.
when MingKai almot made me choke while i was drinking water.
instead,he had got water on my shirt.

ok.now,im just bored to the core.
just got the class tee this/yesterday morning.
was talking to Gabriel on msn and phone.lols..
hm.................i am currently admiring my new class tee.think to bring it 4 the camp.
had just visted jackie's blog(NICE!!!).
i had nothing to do there.just said hi,commented then left.
haiz.....life was better before.
now.its time to end it.lols
i can hear,the crickets downstairs ,rubbing their hing legs together.
a moment of silence is observed.
the beauty of nature,given to us,by God.
(i noticed that Gaby doesn't know how to appreciate the beauty of nature.)
hahas.
crying,does not solve heartache/heartburn.
death does.

Create your own Friend Test here

now damn sian lor....
just visited DarrenKorKor de blog.
very nice blog(its a pretty blog.hahas)
was looking at his first offical post.
look!DOWN THERE!I MEAN BELOW!

hahas.DarrenKorKor looks weird...
Hmm...DarrenKorKor said that Bryan is a guy.
but he doesn't look like a guy to me!(no offence ar)
he sort of reminds me of my best friend Sandra!
hahas.its true!
lols......(:
the first time i saw this picture was when sanche put it as his
msn display picture...
i was wondering....
WTH?where in the school got a place like that one?
until i saw the cubicals....
in my mind i was thinking,
i don't wanna think about where they took this picture...
okayy.
this next picture is even weirder...

lols....................^^Sanche,^^Jackie,^^Darren,^^JunChong
SPOT THE DIFFERENCE!
1)Guitar up,Guitar up,Guitar DOWN!!!
2)Guitar,Guitar,Guitar,DRUMSTICKS!!!
(i dun even wanna think where the HEll did they take this picture!)

i have made 4 new friends!
YAY!
they are sec2 band juniors/seniors.
they are very fun!!!
we became friends today cos we needed to perform for our
sec4 seniors.our group is singing!!!YAY!!!
i love singing!
i love all my friends!
hahas.im not kidding!especially LimJingYing.
cos JingYing is my childhood friend!hahas.its true.

this is actually true.
i dunno why,
nowadays i just feel like,
crying non-stop,
till i die.
never ending pain,
cry till i go blind,
then i die.
serious EMOing.
I JUST WANNA DIE!!!!!!!!!!!

i always needed time on my own
i never thought i'd need you there when i cry
and the days feel like year when i'm alone
and the bed where you lie has made up on your side

when you walk away i count the steps that you take
do you see how much i need you right now?

when your gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when your gone
the face i came to know is missing too

when your gone
the words i need to hear to always get me through
the day and make it ok
i miss you

i never felt this way before
everything i do reminds me of you
and the clothes you left,they lie on the floor
they smell just like you,i love things that you do

when you walk away i count the steps that you take
do you see how much i need you right now?

when your gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when your gone
the face i came to know is missing too

when your gone
the words i need to hear to always get me through
the day and make it ok
i miss you

we were made for each other
out here forever
i know we were,yeah,yeah

and all i ever wanted was for you to know
everything i do,i give my heart and soul
i can hardly breathe
i need you here with me,yeah

when your gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when your gone
the face i came to know is missing too

when your gone
the words i need to hear to always get me through
the day and make it ok
i miss you

HELLLOOO!
Hahas..
This is GABY♥
lalala~
Denise nice singing..
Next time i send u or maybe upload it to let u hear?
MUAHAHAHAHA~
JKJK
I not that bad de la.. =]

today so boring.
but got new teacher!!!!
which is our Geography teacher.
her name is Mrs Koh.
Sharukh said that she looks like Madam Bernice Low.
Mrs Koh only gave us 1 homework.
to fill out a profile about yourself.
_____________________
| 3thingsThatILike: |photo ||
| |here:) ||
| |____||
| myname!|
| 2thingsThatEveryone |
| KnowsAboutME: |
| |
| |
| |
| |
| 1thingThatBlahblah?? |
| |
| |
|____________________|

Again,
another survey.
gaby n charmaine ask me do one.


1)At what age do you plan to get married?
Any Age?
2)Stay hard or Play hard?
Play hard!i hate work!
im all play no work!
3)Who is the person you trust most?
My 3BestFriends!
4)Do you think you have enough confidence?
Um...Dunno.No?
5)If you had a dream come true,what would it be?
To be with him.
6)What is your goal this year?
To find someone who i love and loves me back???
7)Do you believe in ETERNAL LOVE?
YES!
8)If you had all the time and money in the world, what would you do?
Donate money to charity,stop pouching..blahblah
9)If time were to rewind, what will you do?
Stop myself from being born?
10)What feeling do you hate the most?
2TIMED!!!Mistaken.Backstabbed.
11)Do you treasure the friendship of yours?
YESS!!!
12)Do you believe in love at first sight?
YES!
13)What is the most important thing in life?
To accomplish my goal.
14)Who are the people who are gonna be hated by you?
nobody.
15)Describe the person(s) who tag you in five words.
Pretty,Cute,Lovable,Super,Hyper.
Pretty,Cute,Super,Lovable,WEIRD!!!
16)Do you think you deserve to be loved?

Tag 4 people to do this quiz...
❤Jesvina
❤JingYing
❤WenJun
❤Isabelle

Since i am born a lazy girl,all play no work.
i was too lazy to do my holiday assignment.
and had to stay back after school today.
i didn't do my math.
trm going to be worse.
english hw.
1speech.
1' enviroment and me'
1 'how i spent my June holidays'
and lasty,
1 'how i did for my mid year exams'.
speech thingy dun bother.
enviroment and me,WRITE ABOUT WHAT??!!!
'how i spent my june holidays',did half way.
'how i did for mid-year exams',do half way also.

today's chinese lesson was soo funny!
Ms Cindy Lam or Mrs Cindy Foo,
was making fun of Melwin!
talking bout his tummy fats.
do sit-ups cannot go up one.
the fats blocking.
tell him go push his fats to the back.
do chin-up.
the chin is up already,
but the teacher dunno where is his chin.
mrs foo pretended to be melwin,
'teacher,i do already.'
Teacher:"where got?'
Melwin:"there."
(he too fat.the fats at his neck blocking teacher frm seeing.)


then Mrs foo gave him a tip to get rid of the fats.
go take a straw and stick into his belly,
then squeeze the fats out!
hahas.
so funny!

Don't be too happy.
im not.
im just doing this cos im bored n that gaby told me to.

Q1)How long will you wait for someone you love?
As long as i have to win his heart.
Q2)What do you hope for now?
For the holidays to never end
Q3)What will you do/say if tomorrow is the end of the world?
Tell everybody that i will remember them and tel him that i love him.
Q4)Do you hate your friends sometimes?
Yes.Rarely.
Q5)Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
Yes!
Q6)Will you snatch your love back?
Rarely.
Q7)What is your desire age of marriage?
20?21?
Q8)Are you happy with your life now?
Yes.
Q9)What will you do if your crush asks you out?
Jump for eternal joy!!!
Q10)What will you do if you best friend gets kidnapped?
Save her.stalk the kidnapper.give him a piece of my mind and knock him unconscious.
then tie him to something like a car and let the car drive off and fry his
STUPID,STINKIN',ASS!while screaming insulting words at him to torment him!
nobody kidnapps my best friend!
Q11)What will you do if your crush knows you like him?
Don't do anything.And wait for him to respond.
Q12)What feeling do you DUN LIKE?
being heartbroken,2timed.
Q13)What will you do if you have fallen in love with a guy?
the usual.don't talk to him.
Q14)What are you looking forward to next week?
nothing much.
Q15)What's the most important things in your life?
HIM.All my friends.Family.
Q16)Who do you hope to be always there for you?
My cousin(Vvian),Close friends.
Q17)Do you find like meaningless?
Yes.
Q18)Where do you think true love can be found?
Anywhere.
Q19)Do you believe that there is true love?
Yes.
Q20)What will you change if you could turn back time?
my birth.
Q21)What's your greatest wish?
To never have been born.

NAME THE 10 PEOPLE THAT YOU WANT TO DO THIS SURVEY.
+Ashley Pek
+Vvian Tio
+Nicole Lee
+Nigel Ng
+Dora Lee
+Gwendolyn
+Chomel
+Nicole Lim
+Yu Shan
+Natasha Lim!

There.you have it.

lols.im looking for a new blogskin AGAIN!
and im hoping that there would be another class/group outing
like the outing to Pasir Ris Beach/Park!!!
it was really really really
really really really really
really really really really
really really really FUN!

so boring today.
went to band at 1145hours today.
go walk walk in the school since band haven't start.
saw mr.chia.he asked why i look sad.
i said i usually sad one.
and tried to smile at the same time.
then i walked away.(i hen emo hor???lol)
got a msg from gaby,
saying to go mcdonald's there meet gaby and charmaine.
so i just walked there.
lazy take the walk all the way to the primary school to take
the traffic.
crossed the road and saw some volleyball boys going to have lunch.
one of them was looking at my side.
went into mcdonald's n saw gaby n charmaine about to leave.
we left mcdonald's.
stopped outside mcdonald's to talk.
saw ms.leong.
she asked why we go school soo early.
then left.
we crossed the road and walked towards school
saw the volleyball boys again.
then was walking towards the canteen.
sat down on the first table,
second row.
talk talk talk.
go to the exercise place blahblah go play.
saw ashley joycelyn n cheryl wong there.
then dun wan go already.
i go to ashley there talktalk.
then joycelyn like bo hua hi.
go 'scold' me.
not feeling down.
just ignore.


blahblahblah.
after band go follow JingYing home,
cos got nothing to do.
we saw nigel at the bubble tea shop n walked pass.
after that,
JingYing go home.
i saw WenJun n ZhanWui playing tabletennis again.
like last week.
so damn bored,
so go watch them.
they were betting for money.
who win get the money.lol.
after that WenJun,ZhanWui n i,
go to the exercise place near the zebra crossing
thats near the wet market.
but b4 that,
there was a little baby following us.
lol.
then later we notice that
it was actually follwing WenJun!!!!
Hahas.
then later they were like trying to do pull ups.
i said,'oi.my brother's fat friend can do better than that.'
then ZhanWui stopped/fell off.
WenJun was like laughing.
ZhanWui was intimidated by what i said.
feeling insulted.
then next,
WenJun try to do the pull ups.
lol.

now i lazy type the rest out.
buh bye,buh bye,buh bye!

lols.had so much fun this afternoon.
went to Pasir Ris Park.
it was supposed to be a class outing but only few people went.
i woke up when gaby called me at about 9.45am.
i then went to change n woke my mother up.
then left the house to meet gaby at the bus stop
located beside a row of shops near blk885.
we then walked to the primary school to meet nicole.
but i suddenly got stomach ache then very pain,
needed to go mcdonalds de toliet.
there we met gaby then when we walked out we saw nicole.
then we walked towards Jing Ying's house to meet her.
by that time it was about 11+ already.we met her,
then we took bus 15 to PaSir Ris Interchange.
Since we didn't know where to go,
to get to the park,
we when to a shop called Lovely ____(i forgot the name)
then we when to the taxi stand near Whitesands Mall,
to get a taxi.
when we reached there,
someone got a call from John,
he said he was still at EastPoint Mall waiting for Wan Shun.
so since we had nothing to do,
we went to rent bikes.
rented 2 two-person bikes and 1 one-person bike.
then we went cycling.
after like 1hour+,
gaby n i was like 'lost'.
i tried to call JingYing,
but the number was busy.
then i got a call,
since i was listenign to the radio while cycling,
i didn't noe who was calling.
i picked it up,
then i thought it was JingYing.
cos....um..the voice sounded a bit girl like...(no offence ar John.hahas)
i shouted where are you?
john said im with Wan Shun at EastPoint.(at least thats what i remembered...)
i was thinking...how come jing ying would be at EastPoint???
then he said he was john.
LOL!!!!
i said oh,..i thought u were jingying...
then gaby n i went down a slope.
we went screaming.
then john n wan shun was laughing at us.
they said they were on their way to the interchange.
they they hung up.

blahblahblahblahblah.
then we saw the boys coming.
we said isn't that them???
they said why are they wearing black???
when they came closer,
we noticed it was really them,
then we faster chiong ar!!!!!
run away from them.
when we lost sight of them,
we just stopped.
then Ashley hurt her toe cos she came down the slope
and hit the side of gaby n my bike.
so we were all girls were like crowding around Ashley.
no plaster.
then i thought i saw 2 guys wearing black,
riding one-person bikes.
i said to the other girls,
but they didn't hear.
they were still stressing bout Ashley's toe.
then we just left to look for the boys.
cannot find.
then we saw 2 guys that were like,
i think approaching us.
then we noticed it was them.

blahblahblahblahblah.
after all the excitement,
we girls when to return the bikes at
2 o'clock.
we didn't know where the boys were,
so we stayed at the shop
to eat our lunch.
jingying n i had tom yam cup noodles,
ashley and nicole had seafood cup noodles,
and gaby had chicken cup noodles.
we took a while to eat finish,
and we were like 'gossiping' bout some people.
nicole and gaby kept stealing my tom yam soup,
cos it was like soo nice!!!

blahblahblahblahblah.(this post got a lot of blahs rite?)
we walked to the beach to have some fun.
thne we were like digging a hole in the sand
cos we wanted to like...
push wan shun in.
but too bad we couldn't dig that deep.
we dug until like got sand in our nails,
we tried to ambush wan shun,
but he quickly ran away.
Ashley even pulled his hand trying to pull him into the water!!!
it was soo fun!!!
then we kept throwing wet sand at the 2boys.
cos they were like just sitting there talking.
both gaby n i were like scared of getting wet,
but ashley and nicole kept splashing
the water at us...
then soon i finally got totally wet,
so i didn't mind getting my whole body into the water.
but gaby was afraid to get wet.
soo we said,' gaby, if u don't get into the water,
it means u like john!!!'(hahas.again,no offence John.)
she just sat at te shallow part of the water,
then we just like...
made her more wet to get her to go deeper.
then we started planning to get the boys wet.
cos they were not fun at all.

blahblahblahblahblahblah..................
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END!!!!(im too lazy to type the whole thing.)

Haha...
This is the CHARMAINE NEO
Denise is talking to me on the phone now =P
The brother is using the phone....
And DENISE is telling me what to type now...
Okays...
Lets start...


WALAO!
CANNOT GO TO ESCAPE THEME PARK WITH CHARMAINE TOMORROW COS MY MOTHER CHANGE HER MIND!!!! ( lol...calling myself? )
I HATE MY PARENTS!!!! ( waa...denise is like me! )
Hope my parents allow me to go on tuesday or else...
I WILL HATE THEM FOREVER!!!!
And the class outing is coming!!!!
YAY!!!!!
Hmm...I wonder how does Gaby look in makeup...
I would also wonder how Gaby would look like in home clothes...

This is the message that was sent by JingYing to everybody in the class about the the class outing:

"Heys guys, when are you all free during the holidays, wanna meet up and have a class outing at Pasiris Park. Playing and so on? The detials I will you all if its comfirmed, Please help me inform Joel O, Weiyi, Sharwin, Shannon, Justin and Cavan and tell them to sms me as I dont have their number, ok? Most probably on the last week but not after 20th, thanks. JingYing."


This is another message form JingYing:

"Are you all free on monday, 16th june? From 12.00 - 5.30, thats the only date i can think of, cos some other dates got people not free. Please reply me ASAP."

YAY!next Monday Gaby,Charmaine and ME is going to EscapeThemePark!!!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!

Soo boring...today during band all the Sec1 went to band room
to get our stands to put our Essental Elements book,
then we went to the Big Room to practice.nobody was there
to open the door to the Big Room,so we just stood/talked at the
side while looking down at the parade square.WE saw the Boys' Brigade
down there also waiting but for someone to open their rooms for the BB camp.
Gaby dared me to shout Malcolm's name to get his attention.but that time i
couldn't find Malcolm till i saw a GREEN bag that was sort of 'filled'(very big already).
Then i noticed the person sitting just right in front of the bag,Malcolm.
LOL!JingYing go say Malcolm 'chubby'(HELLO?he 'chubby' meh?!) and blahblah.
Later,the stupid band heads go make us do DRILLS!(my right leg de heel is like very sore now)
Then,Charmaine,Gaby and I got punished for being late today,
must run 3 rounds around the parade square.

Soo extremely bored.just baked 12 muffins, 6 with blueberries inside and on the crust is mini MandN Baking Bits.And the other 6 without blueberries,just MandN Baking Bits in and on the crust.first 6 are for my Mummy's trip to Thailand tomorrow/in a few hours time.Now,i think i ate too much of my own baking,cause now i have a tummyache...LOL!But my brother doesn't seem to have it,although he ate more than ME!

hahas...just visited

Gaby+Charmaine+SiuWen's blog

.Wow Gail's story is soo touching(no tears!),i almost wish i was her.LOL!

HiiE Everybody!!!i am like sooo bored! theres nothing to do. except for elearn...dun wanna do late get a headache.